this will never happen again, by the way
megcand writes:
Hawaii can be great, but I think more than anything I"m confused about what I'm supposed to be feeling and what I actually am feeling.
I miss home, I miss my family, I miss my friends - not enough to want to leave - but enough to make me wonder how long it will take to adjust.
I feel unfulfilled in some way and I dont really know why or how. I just feel - not right. Not completely happy. Satisfied, or well, maybe not even that. I can stand things this way, but if it continues I wont be happy with this experience, and I dont want that.
Maybe I'm just tired, but nights bring such emo thoughts and its weird. I dunno. I dont even know what I"m writing, I'm just tired. I dont even care about typos or whatever and I'm usually so meticulous about that stuff.
DAH! I know, trust myself, my instincts, that inner guidance - I think I do feel it around the corner, but I dunno when it'll come to me, and I kind of want it soon.
all in due time, i suppose.
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Adjustment is difficult. It takes awhile. But, have faith. It will come. In the meantime, just try to do things that are familiar and make you happy! :)
no fear cand, i know you will settle into your new life! true things may be changing, but change isn't always bad. just trust yourself and the decisions you make! =] take care of yourself, i miss you!!
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