Made it to LA on Saturday, and it's been great so far. Just nice to be home and relaxing and comfortable after such a crazy month on the island.
Always thinking about how it's going to be to move back home, of course, but I just know I'll be totally ready for it come March. Without a doubt Hawai'i will be missed, but I'll be ready for that next chapter of that thing we call life.
Just planning on spending quality time with Mom, Dad, sis and the cat, and I'm excited. Also going to get to see Aya and hopefully at least a few buddies! That'll be nice too. One whole week! Yay for LA.
Life is so good that I get scared. Like, I remember Charlotte saying on one episode of Sex and the City...something to the effect of, "I'm afraid of being so happy because it just feels like nobody's ever this happy for long...and soon it'll all be taken away." When things are so good, who's to say it can go nowhere else but down? I know, it's awful negative. I just really love things right now, and I want it to so bad to be this way forever.
And then I hear stories of people, those people that your friends know: like the friends of friends. The ones that aren't happy because "life didn't turn out" the way they had planned, or wanted, or thought it would. My life always has been, in the big picture, near perfect up to this point. It's been everything I've wanted because somehow or other, I or someone or something made it happen. I've been privileged enough to have things that way so far.
Just trying to stop being so afraid...and going to just enjoy it all. While I can, you know?
Looking forward to a great, gluttonous Thanksgiving with family this weekend. No hosting! We get it all to ourselves this year.
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