This is a very bad time in my life.
Everything seems stressful, and to top it all off, I've gained an inexcusable amount of weight. Like, VISIBLY. This means at least 10 pounds.
I feel so miserable and mopey, and I have to take the LSAT tomorrow with all of this negativity on my shoulders. I just can't seem to shake it off. I can't even say I at least feel good about myself right now.
And then of course, amidst all the stress my body gives up and now I have a bad cold. If I feel too sick tomorrow (and I will still have to take the test), all the work I've done on this damn test for the past SIX MONTHS of my life is for naught. I really just feel like shit.
This is really the closest thing I have to any diary, and I haven't had nearly enough time spent here.
I guess some positives are that the holidays are coming up, the test will soon be over, which means I can diet and and exercise my ASS OFF, and the people I care most about are here for me. But if only I could just lose the weight right here and now. I can see the fat in my face and mirrors have now become my enemy.
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