Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Frustration and Carrying On

Been feeling frustrated with a lot of things lately, and although it's been hard to reconcile, I'm trying my best to keep it going.

When do you know when to quit?  Is there something that tells you?  Is it just when you've had enough?

Frustration has kind of been the word of the day lately, from family drama, to work, to daily struggles.  I just don't know how much more I can take.  Quitting is always easier, but nobody wants to be a quitter.

If I could just drop things easily, I would...but who knows.  Maybe my penchant for obligation (amongst other things) will pay off!  But then again, it just as well may not.  In that case it becomes one of those, "if this were your last day on Earth" kinds of things.  I think if I got rid of some of those loads I'd be much happier, but I guess there's a pleasure in getting through the hard stuff and hoping if you do it long enough, it'll get easier.

On the flipside, there are every day things that have been getting easier.  Like work (it's both good and bad), taiko (I enjoy it a lot more now and it feels good again), new pet (yay).

Maybe it's just time to phase out the negative and keep the good, at least for now.  Only time will tell if it's time to throw in the towel.  For now, I throw up my hands and call it a day.

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